warwinzh, save China from war fire baptism: 2007

dad, these days u didn't show me in my dreams.but i know u cared my baby son every moment.u at everywhere at every moment and see everything.my father, Yhwh, u know and should know how i was moved by the love among u,me,and my son.my baby son,ur grandson, my only son, in deep low spirit for he want to let me have my beloved all and in my cosy home to host them all, including himself and his mother and all my beloved girls and my hobbies and collections. dad, my the holiest, Yhwh, u know how he smart and endorsed and loves his parents. i tried my best to care him to live in happiness, and saw all miracles on him,but he still want to interrupt the fate of me to help me live happier and sooner in my palace and my kingdom. we , in one of Yhwh, the creator of the universe, casting our light and footprint on earth these days, we do our due at the will of Yhwh in every core of the things and dusts of the universe and u now free of duty to fullfill with wheat and drink with water and sleep in quilt and walk on earth.u now tore by wrath and will kill within a thousand kilometer around me from heaven the families of enimies of our royal under the title of Ming Dynasty.the enimies of zhu's,the emperor of the coming 1109 years dynasty, were long tolled and hiden deep.but nothing can change the fate of ur arrangement in prejudge in a nanomoment.dad, my dad, Yhwh, u grand son in deep low spirit now for he was deep upset by the evil of my world now on earth i own and hostility burning his heart.we all need nothing in this world we created after all and the zhu's caring it since Ming Dynasty since 12 century let it in good shape after its climax and ebb and bankrupted offsprings and i witness ur blessing on me and my baby son to promote it to its new highest and the second highest before its 9 pinnacles.dad, Yhwh, u burning with wrath and tasted revenge will every lonely night aside my loveliest baby son in the human world on earth in the evil house he lived with his poor mother now and the enimies of zhu's hasted to harness its brutalest and wreckest means to harden his will to kill and let the earth in this corner on northeastern China covered by blood.dad, Yhwh, u know the killing among chinese will be maverlous and the land recovered to flate soil will be plenty and the house for ur offsprings will be spacious, but i still ask u be less impatient and merciless. i enjoy my life so far, even my beloved girls in sieges of evil and my dearest baby son, the only son, who lives immortal among universe just like u and me, loomingly prisoned and deprived of his due pleasure of a baby boy.dad, Yhwh, i don't trust u with my baby son's needed pleasure of play and beaming in sunshine like u enjoyed when u alive among human in the village, he can survived anytime anyplace and any moment intact,with sound and bound, but i trust u let him less miss for me and u and his hometown in heaven and the world he in charge in the future.dad, Yhwh, my dearest one, my upper and lower and the mid, my union, i trust u to let my baby son less seeing dark and twist, i trust u to let him, ur grandson and the only grandson,ur one,ur saint spirit, ur right hand, ur skyline along the sea and the land, ur brightest, ur dearest as mine, ur most inevalueable, weaker and unstabler and silenter and emptier.let him more rest and sleep and enjoyable food and happier time with pals.dad, Yhwh, my master, my one in upper part, my heart staffed and brain seated, my saintest, my dearest , let our family more stable and stayable, let my beloved more peaceful and independent. let love and believing and blessing planted in their hearts every moment.
dad, Yhwh, my Saintest, i trust u and entreat u, took my words into reality and echo over the earth as order and kill the heads breakings immediately.

baby, my son, be less urgent to handle wars.be less urgent to feed. be less eager to suffer, like my last presence on earth under the name of Jesus. baby, my son, u will sound and brilliant forever like ur infant time and ur glories and superpower and plenty of enjoyes and leisures and laughes and tendernesses fadelessly.baby, my son, be less haste on the road, be less does than what u had to do.baby, my son, my dearest, Yhwh in one, the Saint spirit from the only creator of the universe from heaven, the master of the world and order to come, the owner of sea and sky, i let u not so homesick when in journey, not so missing me, ur most heartbreaking dad for u,ur one in Yhwh,ur son and most cherised and spoilt son, ur deepest admirer, ur mother in duty, ur play time partner so far, my dearest and loneliest baby-seater, my most Saint Spirit, my only care in the creation, my road cruiser, my unutterablely loved and worshipped and listened, my life, my source, my eyes and ears, my heart and soul, i promised u with the whole world i own beside urs of urself, including all my living, my words, my hear and see,sense and fee, dense and bee,cheese and tea, body and feet, love and forgive, years on earth and in void, teeth and jeese, and u have more.glory to u, bless to u, crown to u, vehecle to u, beauty to u, true and truth to u, origin and first to u,seeable and invisible to u, ur dad and ur grandpa to u, in the end of the Ming dynasty of 1109 years to arrive and its aftermathes.health to u, manliness to u, act to u, admired and worshipped to u, longitude of life on earth to u,more than that of mine.love to u, tender to u, naughty to u, songs to u, dance to u, sweat to u, shower and bath to u, garden and palace to u, mass and gas to u, miracle and mirage to u, sea and land and sky to u.
baby, my son, that's my word, to the world of mine on earth,which belongs to me, u live in Yhwh and urself, in the triple of u,ur dad and ur grandpa,in the love of ur parents,including ur japanese mother,mashengyoujizi,ur attenders,including all my beloved girls,baby, my son, less miss me, ur dad and mother sometimes in duty, let me at ur service at will at call.u r always and forever aside me, immortal and in light and wind and sky and every scent and air and dust and scene and thought,in the world on earth and my being,whole being.for u r one,Yhwh.baby, see the road ahead and the pleasure of create and rebuild the world, don't too much miss me and care my life among human.i m happy forever and enjoy every moment and every place i am and was.
baby, my son, i bless u, in the union of ur grandpa,in Yhwh, be faultless and don't weighted.i love u and forever, needless to say.good wishes to ur mother aside u.she will live in peace and fearlessness.she accompanies u till u want to independent fullfill ur task here in my kingdom.she will live in love and harmony and wantilessness.u arranged our place in soil in the dream several days ago when u first distressed seriously and u will raise her.baby, my son, nothing can break me or our union, union in Yhwh.no one can prevail ur perfect and wonder and wonderful childhood, that solely belongs to ur parents who cherish it forever and in its aftermath.no one can leave a lightest dent or mark in ur valueless heart.u r the most endoresed child in the universe, for u r the only creator of it.
baby, my son, i love u, bewith u forever.
lalala, lalala, hm, pm, ta,ka,
baby, my son, the most beautiful song in the world, i sang for u, and the music last forever.

last night i was troubled by the omen of my suffering beloved.i know u blessd me with all what i ask in ur name and they,all my beloved, all brillion like diamonds and pearls, still i beg u let them happier,and accept me sooner,accept my being happy as them and united as them.last night i led me travelled in tianjin and u told me first time in need of human language that the 3 mountains u,ur mother and me should buried.i woke up at once and heart-breaking so long.i kneeled to the moon of ours on the south sky in the dawn and to the east and the west.i tried most of the internet cafes i haunted with girl fangfei on my back as u and the sun directed.baby, Jhwh,i really want to see u see the world after me.i need ur being appeased by the world of mine and my being contented with ur bless onto me.last noon on the south garden u with ur parents met a couple with their baby daughter.the baby daughter touched ur right cheek and constantly ask for ur ball.they r dogs. and they r dead from the mid night of yesterday.i kill dog need not more than a second, u know.but u still serously distressed by the evil world of mine that i now had. Yhwh, my baby, my dad, u needn't reraise urself a time last night,i can let me die and reraised.Yhwh, my baby, my dad, i seen ur heaven like a mountain in silver cloud and snow in the sky, but u needn't told me u want to bury there,u forever at will at any place with ur full glorious presence visible and invisible.Yhwh, my baby, my dad, i still want to take the full duty of being a son of mine now as human being to love the world,love the beauty,love ur time and its longitude on earth till i left the world.don't let me cry for u out of my sight on the earth,promise me, Yhwh, my baby, my dad.i last night claimed my being the emporer of the earth, of China.i claimed my wifes including fangfei, zhou,mashengyoujizi, the japanese girl,jamie,the US girl,the 2 girls near me now of medical university students and will worked in army,another will have an ralation with me.i claimed the 2 girl students in family name of jiang and li once tutured in ur house now,the girl lizhonghui we met early,and the girl u directed me met in the little food shop and attracked me so much.i claimed the girl on the bus of route 108 when we stood outside of the window and i sang a song till moved her.baby, Yhwh, my dad, glory to u, full pleasure to me and u.bye.